Confession Blog:

i watched the rihanna interview on GMA this morning (here) and it brought back a memory. 2 years ago i was in a mentally and emotionally abusive relationship. i was not abused, but i was the abuser. i would always put him down and say things like "your not gonna be anything" and all types of dumb shit. it was like .. once he let me do it the first time and didnt say or do anything, i slipped into another personality that was nothing like myself. Thats why i can relate to what Chris Brown is going thru. Once Rihanna let him hit her once or twice without saying anything, she gave him the okay to continue. idk, its just something thats hard to break once they dont do anything about it. It took me a while to break out of it. i really had to look at it in 3rd person and it amazed me. i really wasnt acting like myself. i was too much in love and very afraid that he was going to leave me and tried to scare him into staying. i had step back and re-evaluate and realize i wasnt being rational at all. I think Chris is in the same situation i was in. I'm not saying its right to hit a woman at all .. but we do make mistakes and we should be forgiven and not bashed for them. but yeah ... thats my outlook on the cituation. tell me what you think. :)